Women & Me

Women and me
I find it hard to be
bounded by a relationship
obligations make me stray
though loneliness is often the reason for my dismay
I cant seem to settle
its as though everything is less
every option is only beautiful before i gain admiration
its like my mission is to conquer women mentally and physically
But for what?
i never intend to keep them for long
as i grow older i grow restless
sleepless nights with love plaguing my mind
this game of hide n seek with a four letter word has aged over time
and i cant find a place or my time to seek
Is it me thats hiding or is it love?
its always been me
loves presence will never fail to be felt
but how long can this shelter ive created stand up
How long can I fight my reason for existence?
Long enough to discover what I been missin?
or long enough to let it pass me by
and they keep askin me why
why is 1 not enough
i say I wish one was, but right now one is not
one day one will and i hope im ready
cause the broom just sweeps with no recolection of who or what its sweepin
i just hope when it lifts me off my feet
the one i choose is there to catch me